新月の夜のお引っ越し

私の一部が貴方の惑星で否定されて

貴方がその惑星に引っ越すの

新月の夜、月まで私から隠れるのね

小さなものたちが幾千と真っ暗な空に浮かんでいる

真っ暗なのに今日はその一つ一つがくっきりと

泣くほど欲しがった言葉、できれば避けたかった沈黙

隠れていたはずの見えなかったはずの小さなものたちが

強く光り私の目を眩ませる

ずっと追い続けていたしなやかな月の光を見失って

わたしは無重力の永遠に置き去りにされた

それでもなお探し続ける、命を保持するその惑星

流れ星が逃げ惑うその夜も

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A part of me was denied on your planet, and you chose to move to that planet.

On the night of the new moon, even the moon hides from me.

Countless little things float in the pitch-black sky.

Though it’s dark, today I can see each one vividly.

Words I cried for, silence I wished to avoid—

those little things that were hidden, unseen, now shine brightly, blinding my eyes.

I lost sight of the supple moonlight I had been chasing for so long,

and I am left behind in the eternal weightlessness.

We search forever for a perfect place,

even in the night, shooting stars never leave a trace.

魔法使い

ちっぽけだと気づき出した時

貴方は足がすくむ

知る事が多すぎると知ってしまった

世界が広いと気づいてしまった

貴方一つの身体では

世界は救えないと知ってしまった

そんな貴方

艶やかな肌がくすみ始めて

煌びやかな街が一層引き出すのは

貴方の中に潜む闇

でもね

そんな貴方は

誰かの魔法使い

貴方の強さで守れるもの

貴方の優しさで包めるもの

貴方の言葉で誰かが頬を赤らめる

そんな貴方

忘れないでと

Tree of unspoken words

If I were to travel to somewhere unknown

with no intention to remember where I come from,

I would be finding more words along the way.

After a thought like this, I always ask myself

“Who am I to escape from where I am now

when I cannot define the colors of what’s in front of me."

After countless nights with dreams you can't remember in the morning,

you get pushed away from a fountain of one's self

and become something else that feels alien to your own name.

Remain, stay empty handed after all the things that stubbed you,

all the melodies you listened and sang to.

I want you to remember your name and if not,

the rhythm of your own heartbeats.

Do not escape, remain.

Look into the bottom of the cup with nothing in it.

No tea, no coffee and not even water.