The sky is gray

I don’t complain

I find it beautiful

it makes me cry

for how cloudy my heart feels

with the sky so bright

I’ve tried to complain

how hard I tried to

live the life in the way

for others not to have a doubt

I’ve tried so hard for you to

see me doing me

Cherry blossom cries for me

with the rain on their petals

under this gloomy sky

I don’t complain

what else

do I need more

more to see

more to feel

more to love

more to suffer

What else

do I need more

When the ground I walk on

is tender and welcoming

Tomorrow I step on

those pink petals

on the ground

promise I’ll be

waiting for you

here with

pastel pink cheeks

promise me you’ll

hold my gloomy sky

here with

your tender soil

full of potential

Wishes

On the way to the station

Today smells like spring

I want to mutter to you

Smiled with my eyes to the stranger

May happiness never stagnate within you

Until the moment you fall asleep

Turn off the fluorescent light

I want to light a candle

Kept my phone by the bedside

May dark nights never be drown out your soliloquy

While taking a shower

Thoughts showered me

I want to shower you with words

Wrote them down in a notebook

May you never be left behind by sunrise

Things I can't say

Things I can’t do

There are many alternatives

though you say

Letter by letter

Lie may have been there

Soft yet fragile lie in the shape of love

Lonely lie pretending to be tough

As fine as powdered snow, nobody can’t tell its true form

The true intention may have been there

One might call this a doubt

On a beach where waves come and go at a certain rhythm

Frosty waves under the sun ripple through me

Horizon makes me feel uneasy in early afternoon

If the waves don’t let me call this doubt with a love still a love

If the sun says love should make me believe without a doubt

I don't want to call your name anymore

If the waves let me call this doubt with a love still a love

If the horizon lets me love with a doubt

I never want to forget your name