色のついた世界で

遠くを見つめてため息をついてみた

きっとこの世界には私なんかより辛い今を生きている人が沢山いて

私なんかより素敵なひとが自分をせめて生きているんだろう

街は人に溢れて私は来た方向も向かう方向さえ見失いそうになった

ふと私が人と呼ぶ人たちはどんな色の世界を生きているのだろう

人に溢れたこの街で必死に息をするうちに

私は人の世界の色を気にすることに疲れた

サングラスなんかかけて気取ったように見せかけて

私は自分の世界にフィルターをかけたかっただけなんだ

少し違う色の世界を見てる気分になりたかったんだろう

でもサングラスをかけると全てが少しだけ暗く見えた

モノトーンの写真がやけにカッコよく見えるように

色の薄れた世界にいる自分はそんなに嫌いじゃない

きっと人は

大切なものも大切じゃないかもしれないようなものも

見にくいと生きにくい

見えすぎても生きにくい

きっとそう

To Say Is To Be

Choose the words wisely

Know what you know

Know what you mean

Listen to the tone of your voice and breath

Feel the texture of the context you give

Know that they can hear what you don’t mean

Know that you can’t blame on them

I write because

I know my words hold its purpose

Know the power of your words

Know what you say defines who you are to them

In a Blue Sky Full of Clouds

In a blue sky full of clouds

Some see them as beautiful

Some still feel sad under

a blue sky full of clouds

They sit lonely because

The others are the same

Not everyone likes to get comfortable

with being uncomfortable

Stay, I whispered for I still love you

Even if your existence wasn’t there

I still love you as you are

I remember that last thought I had of you

The warmest of hearts

Beautiful but broken

It’s better to be broken

than to never have been anything

Where I stayed

Why’d I leave

I promise you

It’s beyond your belief

In a dark sky full of clouds

it rains

You blame it on the rain

it tears

Will you still believe

Our love

Sacred and unmasked

Silence after siren

Will you still believe

Our love

possesses fortitude

I want to define the room I stand within

Not for all to see

Forever here in the mystery

Exposed in a lightness

Sun in my eyes

It’s morning again

You’ll take the wrong road

The road not taken

So it goes

In a blue sky full of clouds

I still believe our love within